I just want to know that I'll be taken care of.
If that typical? Is it typical to think that's a risky endeavor? Am I asking too much?
Is it too much to ask that I'm not the only one responsible for the children day in and day out? Will I ever get a break?
Will I ever get the benefit of the doubt?
Is it hopeless to think that I will be first priority to someone at some point without asking?
Will I ever feel like im doing enough? Like I am enough to my kids? Like I'm enoigh to myself?