Ive been taking hawthorne berry, kava kava, and a b complex. I feel better.
I kept getting this strange feeling that something was missing, I
couldnt find what it is. The Hawthorne is helping with that heartache. I
know myself and that feeling didnt belong to me, it was someone elses. I
hate feeling others so deeply.
But Im happy and sure of myself as always, so I keep going.
Oliver had a terrible fever yesterday. We almost had to go to the
hospital. I spent so much time holding and loving on him that today he
learned to hug me! Its amazing to have a tiny man hug you right from
love.
Brianna told me about a school in Kenmore for holistic medicine, and Im
super stoked. I cant wait to get out of AZ. a new school, new place, new
people. NEW WEATHER. My baby boy can climb trees with me and run
through forests!
Im really glad I met Bri, its unbelievable how much like me she. shes pretty damn awesome. I feel really good about it =)
so what else? Nothing can hold me down any more. NO ONE will affect my
truth. Im pretty confident in who I am.. not that I havent always been
but sometimes people make me doubt me. Damn my extroversion!
But its all good in the end .... <3
