Thursday, September 13, 2012

I believe I can see the future....

As nine inch nails song "every day is exactly the same" plays in my head and tears stream down my face I am accidently reminded that everything isn't the sake every day like I had thought, its actually getting harder. All of this tome over the past months I've just grinned and waited for more...
"I believe I van see the future cause I repeat the same routine..."
Is it possible that every time a baby is born all of the hopes and dreams the parents ever had get condensed, not diminished, into this tiny creature made of pure love and joy? Does this make everything I ever wanted to accomplish while I was young belong to him?
"I used to believe I had a purpose.."
It's hard to get my head around where I am when I'm stuck in this Damn house with no money to move forward?
"I think I used to have a voice. Now I never make a sound..."