A poem

What a strange twist of fate that I might find a soul with my own likeness-
It is Unexpectedly Cascading through my self-built life
My life that is full of love and is shadowed by my lonely depression.
Trapped in my sorrow
I've smiled through a deafening scream on every ones behalf..
What a twist that someone might hear me from so far away when those at my side heard nothing.
What a twist that no one knows who I am when I can see them completely.
What a strange frequency my heart must be tuned to.
What a hard reality that nothing ever feels perfect.
What a harsh daydream that I never feel like enough.
What an exhausting existence that I relentlessly lead,
Without regret or fear or certainties.
Only time can tell what I may endure my happiness sake.
My continuous excitement and joy reflects nothing of the turmoil I feel inside.
A soft glimmer of hope through a glorious smile