This meditation was homework for my past life regression class, and here is what came out of it for me...
This one was very interesting for me (my previous experiences left me frustrated and feeling like I couldnt "do it") because I actually got information.
First of all I was an 89 year old woman, pleasantly dying of pneumonia. I felt relaxed, ready, and happy. I felt satisfied with the life Ive lived.
When I went over to the spirit world I was greeted by someone that I couldnt figure out who they were for this character, but knew that the energy was the same as my current father. I spoke with him and thanked him for greeting me, like I have known him for forever. He told me that death and rebirth are just another step on a path. As I got aquimated to this world (which seemed a lot like outer space to me) I asked him why I felt so satisfied with my life, since I didnt see that part of it, and he told me that I only needed to see the death to see that I was ready and happy.
In this life I have what I lovingly call "the opposite of procrastination" - meaning I have to be untilizing time constantly. I cant waste time, I have to always make progress. He told me that this life I just saw should help me, because it is possible for me to feel relaxed. He also said that I RARELY die young because I always feel like my time has to be completely utilized, like I have some big mission that only gets a little further each life time. He said that even when its over I will feel like I have accomplished enough at a time, and that this lifetime is filled with that "time wasting" feeling because this and the next life I live will be my apex - where something big will really be done for humanity. I have no idea what that means and it seems a bit daunting.
I also remember at the end he told me that my daughter in that life will be my mother in the next, and he my father.. which is this life. This is what we agreed to already before the last life. Actually, I have no idea who HE was in that life time, but I trusted him enough to continue to ask him to be my mentor apparently.
This one was kinda crazy for me. Im going to have to ponder this and figure out if I should be getting more (or less) done with my time on earth this time around, haha.
