WOW

Found this link and its crazy! What are you "gestating"


http://jenniferlshelton.com/2012/07/06/whats-in-your-astrological-womb-a-peek-at-the-fourth-house/


Mine is adventure, Higher learning, and intuition! SO TRUE!!

To be seen

Someday I hope to have someone in my life that's legitimately interested in things about me. They'll ask me questions. They'll want to read my astrology information. Someday someone is going to be interested in me.

Confessions of a gemini

One of the things I've learned in life so far is that when you have too much knowledge in something it's almost impossible to not practice it.

When you really understand how people communicate how they emphasize and how they give and receive information its hard to realize when you're actually manipulating the situation. For instance it depends on who I'm talking to but I will say the same sentence differently in order for them to receive the part of the information that they will be able to grasp the easiest. If someone asked me if me and Boo were close but it was someone that I wanted to know that I knew her very well I would say "yes of course she's my roommate we're together all the time!" if I wanted the person to know that we weren't getting along or if they didn't like her I might say something like "she lives with me but we don't really talk or hang out very much"

Its not lying its not even stretching the truth. Its just communicating with different people in ways to get them to understand what you want them to know.

This is very important to understand when you're communicating with people. If you are being attacked by someone verbally you will be become defensive. If you're talking to someone that you feel comfortable with your going to be more open about how you truly feel inside. For example if someone said I was lazy I would probably retort with something like "all I do everyday is clean take care of baby and work my butt off" but if a different person said maybe you should get something done today I might say "I'm taking this day to relax I feel like I work too hard normally and I need a break." It's pretty much the same sentence only comes off really negative in one way because you're pushed into a corner.

Remember this when we are the one talking to people because their perception is everything when it comes to what you're saying. Yours means nothing. People don't want to see it from your perspective automatically so you have to ask them without asking them to hear you.

I dunno

I just need to get some stuff out. It feels sad , not depress not stressed out. Just sad. kyle has a tumor on his pituitary gland. He's sad and there's not much I can do except for pump him up and get him to eat healthier.

My cousins and super depressed and all leads back to his mom dying what I can do about that either for listen.

Boo just went out to go shopping at Target. She said she's bored. I wish you and hang out with me. shes supposed to be my best friend. She never wants to make videos anymore or talk to me. last night I was crying right in front of her and she was on the phone and she just left the room to go to talk on the phone. She never asked me what's wrong. I wish she had any interest in being my friend.

My mom talk to Lizzy. She's trying to get pregnant what is interesting is so am I. She blocked me on Facebook after the last time I told her that I hope she's happy and I love her still. But she told my mom that she scared to talk to me cause she thought I was still matter which makes no sense because I'm always messaging her telling her I wish we were friends.

Feels like I don't have any friends. I find myself always contacting other people to catch up no one ever contacts me or really cares what I'm up to. I guess I'm having a day where I feel like I'm not good enough even for myself.

I posted on Facebook last night that I was crying in the only person that said anything including my mom was Allen so I wouldn't talk to him. It made me feel a lot better though. I feel stagnant I feel like I'm just cleaning every day I feel like I'm not going anywhere right now still stuck. I don't really know what to do about it and no one else seems to really care to help me...

Everyones my friend

One of my superpowers is being able to get along with anyone. Its like my personality that it changes but not buy enough that I change. Only enough so that the type of person you would rather be talking to is there, and the jokes that you would appreciate all the ones I tell.

This doesn't always mean that I WILL get along with you, though. Sometimes they're obviously people that I don't want to get along with. It happens to be very rare but on occasion it's important for me to stand my own ground and let people know when they are being douchebags. Not like it's my job but its my boundary.

One really special things I like to hold dear about myself is that when I'm fighting with people and its not me directly telling them something is wrong with them, it's usually because I'm just reflecting who they are. This really makes people angry. For example if you talk to me in a rude tone I will talk to you in exactly that tone. If you talk to me a nice tone I will speak to you in exactly that tone. This is why I try to surround myself with happy people that just love. I'm a happy person and I don't like to be angry or be mean or talk to people in negative tone. I just don't like negativity..

I guess that's all I really have to say I just need to get that out.