Waiting

I'm waiting for you to be interested in me
But it never comes
No it never comes

I've been waiting for you to take pity in me
But it never comes
No it never comes

And all of the blank faces in a crowd of souls show the side of you
That never comes
And as the rain falls down on my face
I lose track of the tears.

I've been waiting for you to adore me
Flaws and all
But it never comes

I've never waiting for you just to show me
But it's all about you

And your hurt overrides mine
And your pain blurs me out
And your love disappears
If you feel any doubt

I've been waiting for you to see in me
What I see in you
But it never comes
And there's sometimes a glimmer of hope
And it falls away

I'm waiting for you to be interested in me
But it never comes
No it never comes
You don't ask me about me
Your heart doesn't seek me out
You can't understand me
If you feel any doubt
And I try so hard to hear you
And see what you see
But it never comes
No it never comes

Melodys "I am" List

Please make a list of "I am" statements. Example: "I am a mother. I am a boy. I am useful. I am happy. I am strong.." etc. Anything that can describe you. Please write at least 10.

I am....
*A mother
*A teacher
*A victim of sexual assault multiple times over
*Uncomfortable being alone
*At the same time totally fine being alone
*Kind
*Compassionate
*Driven
*A seeker of knowledge
*A seeker of solutions
*Forgiving
*Forgetful
*Sarcastic
*Funny
*Intelligent
*Kind
*Loving
*Beautiful
*Spiritual
*Selfless
*Hurting
*Mindful
*Strategic
*A fixer (of things and situations)
*Artistic
*Charasmatic
*Gossipy
*Strong
*Independent
*In love
*A hypnotherapist
*A synesthete
*Colorful in general
*Joyful and a bringer of joy
*Innocent when it comes to people with bad intentions toward me
*A protector of those who have been hurt
*Insecure
*Self depricating
*Self sacrificing
*Truthful
*Judgemental of intelligence
*Soft hearted
*Sensitive
*Insensitive with others
*Lucky
*Strong
*Poetic
*Heartfelt
*Bold
*Individualistic
*Addicted to cigs
*A lover of music
*Intuitive
*Innovative
*Unsure of my place in the world
*Dedicated
*Uncomfortable sexually
*Learning to be comfortable sexually
*Confused about why I'm so difficult.
*Confused about why I've always been so different