I don't think I can say enough how much I admire people that have been best friends for years. Some reason I feel like I've been left out of that even though I have such a yurning. Its not that I don't have best friends or loyalty in my life. I just wish, actually maybe I don't know what I wish. I guess I want an equal I can see me and talk to me and empathize with me and understand me. And its not that I don't have that either. I guess it's really hard to pinpoint what I even want so why do I want it? I guess it sits with the fact that I don't feel like it anytime I have someone to go to. So many people are utilized for different things because so many people understand from parts of me. Alas, I think its a human sociology that everyone sees what they reflect in themselves.
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